POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER (PTSD) & STRESS
by Yolande Lindridge, author of ‘Are
you overloaded?’ 1995
This document was created whilst Yolande Lindridge
was unlawfully detained in Holloway Prison on the instructions of Nigel Peck; the
unfinished /unedited version remains on the Holloway Prison computer system. Yolande
Lindridge was unlawfully detained in Holloway Prison for 25 days ie 22.12.03 – 15.1.04
Yolande Lindridge is the Founder of Patient
Support, whose aim is to reduce the risks for patients and for children. Patient
Support runs a Stress & Trauma Centre; a significant percentage of the population
is suffering from stress or PTSD at any moment in time.
The traditional medical approach to stressful
periods is medication as a means of support, rarely is the route cause dealt with/ treated.
Patient Support believes in treating the ‘route cause’, if practical / possible. The traditional medical approach to PTSD is counselling, part of which can be to ‘bury’ the
problem/ trauma; this has the effect of ‘trapping’ pain inside an
individual, which can resurface if triggered.
Successful Stress & Trauma Management
involves identification of the problem, a desire to resolve the problem, facing and dealing with the problem with support
and education, which can include the learning of new skills.
Successful and permanent resolution of PTSD
involves all the above, but most importantly ‘answers’ and ‘justice’ are needed to permit
a permanent healing as it enables the sufferer to move on with their life, leaving their traumatic experience in the past
ie no longer carrying ‘the pain’ forward with them.
As an illustration, I unexpectedly received
on 22 December 2003, a card / letter from Dr Shaun Russell. Dr Shaun Russell
is the father of Josie Russell, his daughter Megan and wife Lin Russell, were murdered in Kent in July 1996.
It was evident from this 22.12.2003 communication
that Dr Russell and Josie Russell are still looking for, waiting for, and needing answers from Kent. From radio interviews I have heard, Dr Russell is uncertain that justice has been done.
I have often heard it expressed in Kent that
the Chillenden Murder Trial is seen as a miscarriage of justice; and I have heard
Province of East Kent masons speak of a freemason ‘cover-up.’
Kent has a responsibility to Dr Shaun Russell
and Josie Russell to give them answers, and if necessary justice. I am not going
to reveal the contents of the communication I received from Dr Shaun Russell unless I am directed to do so. I regard all such communication to be either excluded or special procedure material / confidential. Patient Confidentiality is of course one of the issues that the Shipman Inquiry is
looking into and asked the GMC for my case file for Breaches of Confidentiality etc in relation to my former surgery, ie the
Bearsted Medical Practice.
Patient Support holds patient information,
some of which was seized by DC Benson of Ashford CID on 11.5.2003, without a warrant – all attempts to retrieve this
patient / client information have been thwarted / ignored by Kent Police; this
is in breach of the Acts of Parliament that govern them. Patients have complained
to Kent Police.
If Kent gives Dr Shaun Russell and Josie Russell
the answers they are waiting for, they will permit them to have the chance to overcome their ordeal and move on with their
life, ‘safe’ in the knowledge that the real ‘killer’ is safely behind bars.
If Kent’s psychiatrists, trauma experts
and police have gone down the traditional PTSD route, they may have encouraged ‘burial’ rather than ‘cure’
of Josie Russell’s trauma?
Patient Support has received reports (see
www.medical-accident.co.uk) that when little girls are raped in Kent, for example, by one of the paedophiles / sex offenders we import as they come
out of prison – a strategy that has been used is ‘burial’ of the trauma.
The consequences of this ‘burial’ approach to trauma, is to give the little girl a life long problem, with
a limited chance of overcoming her ordeal.
Julie-Ann Goodwin works on the ‘Female’
section of the Daily Mail; she and I have been in communication. Ms Goodwin was also employed to research, investigate and report on the Chillenden Murders. I have communicated with her over PTSD and Kent’s approach;
as well as about Kent’s low respect for women and children, and its contempt for domestic violence, medical crimes
and rape, and its dislike of successful, strong women.
Anyone who has either read about Josie Russell
or seen her on TV, cannot help but admire Josie and her family. Josie must have
seen the killer of her mother, her sister and her dog. I have heard that the
unidentified DNA at the murder scene came from the dead dog’s mouth.
From what I have read, the trauma must still
be buried inside of Josie; if this is indeed true, there must be a risk, therefore,
that a similar country walk / similar person could trigger the buried trauma / memory at any time so that it surfaces into
Josie’s conscious mind. If this happens, and there has been a miscarriage
of justice; the damage to Josie’s mental health and well-being does not
bear thinking about.
From personal experience, I am aware that
Kent Police can arrest and attempt to ‘fit up’ anyone with anything, whilst protecting others who have committed
crimes. Kent Police are supported in these immoral activities by other ‘professionals’. From research, disclosure from freemasons and experience, the common factor in miscarriages
of justice / medical or other crime cover-ups in Kent, is Upper Class freemasons / Province of East Kent masons / questionable
‘charity’ donations / questionable promotions etc.
In November 2002, my attention was drawn to
Pages 115-116 of a Kent Messenger publication called ‘Unexplained Kent’;
this was because it offered me possible answers to past traumas. Pages
115-116 refer to murder investigations in Tunbridge Wells in 1987 by DI Stevens. From
the Kent Messenger we are told that DI Stevens was in charge of the Chillenden Murders and his management was initially the
same as the Trophy Murder of Wendy Knell in Tunbridge Wells 9 years earlier.
At the time of the Chillenden Murders re-trial,
during the autumn of 2001, there was much discussion in the classes of my Laurom Health & Safety students; this was for 3 reasons ie one of the students, Ian Horsborough, was a Chillenden Murder Scene of Crime
Officer and another student /tutor I was employing (Nick)frequented the pub, the Griffins Head – that is near the murder
scene. Laurom Health & Safety Ltd’s Company Secretary is accountant
Chris Geary, who lives in Nonnington and had identified Nonnington as the more accurate location than Chillenden. There was much speculation and odd behaviour in Kent at that time.
We were told that police stayed in hiding
in a ditch overnight in case the killer came back, that a female hater who was local was the main suspect. There was speculation that a member of the Hunt may be a suspect as the Hunt rode through the isolated
murder location that was only known to a few hundred local people. The media
reported that the army was used in the hunt for the murder weapon; and a common
belief /suspicion in Kent business circles was that the murder weapon was the butt of a gun and not a hammer.
I was a member of Kent Against Injustice,
an organisation which was founded by Barbara Stone. Barbara is the sister of
Michael Stone, who is convicted of the Chillenden Murders. I am not at liberty
to disclose what I learnt at the Kent Against Injustice meetings due to a confidentiality agreement. Although I am not a member, Kent Against Injustice / United Against Injustice invited me to speak at a
recent gathering at the House of Commons. If I had had the time to go, I would
have spoken about Injustice in Kent and my work to bring Justice to Kent. United
Against Injustice is run by a former CID Officer.
Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
This arises from a sudden bereavement, medical
accidents, sexual abuse /rape, child abuse, domestic violence and traumatic events such as near death experiences. It is the sufferer’s perception of the traumatic incident that can determine the progress of PTSD. For example, one person may experience / perceive an incident as life threatening,
whilst someone else may experience or perceive it differently. It is the person
who experiences something as life threatening that is at risk from developing PTSD.
Yolande Lindridge has personal experience of the above over her life-time; she
has successfully overcome many traumas and teaches others about stress and trauma management ie helps them to have a better
quality of life through overcoming trauma etc.
Holloway Prison
A number of inmates appear either to be suffering
from PTSD or are carrying ‘buried’ PTSD. ‘Buried’ PTSD
still leaves pain on the inside and can lead, in some people, to anti-social behaviour;
alcohol, drugs and medication are a way to mollify the pain. I have not
yet been able to determine whether or not PTSD treatment is available in Holloway Prison or whether treatment of PTSD is a
condition attached to any sentencing.
Successful Management of PTSD
People can recover from PTSD, leave the traumas
in the past, and move onto lead happy, successful and fulfilled lives. This is
what ‘Patient Support’ is committed to helping others to achieving.
This involves early identification, support,
rest and treatment. PTSD gets progressively worse if untreated, and becomes harder
to treat the longer it goes untreated.
Possible Route of PTSD
Traumatic Incident / Event
↓
Acute PTSD
↓
Chronic PTSD
↓
PTSD Breakdown
A PTSD Breakdown can be triggered by flashbacks
eg on an anniversary of a traumatic event, by re-living the event, or by a similar event to the original trauma triggering
the original trauma and bringing it to the surface. This happened to Yolande
Lindridge in 2001.
PTSD & Psychiatric Disorders
PTSD is not a psychiatric disorder.
PTSD is curable, a psychiatric disorder is
permanent.
PTSD is a normal reaction to a traumatic event.
2 people may both be involved in the same
traumatic incident / event / disaster and yet one may develop PTSD, whilst the other does not.
The development of PTSD in response to a traumatic event is dependent on the individual, his feelings, reactions and
perception about the traumatic incident, and at the time of the traumatic incident.
The development of PTSD is also dependent on personality and life experiences.
The symptoms of PTSD are distinctly different
to the symptoms of a Psychiatric Disorder. Non-medical people observing someone
with PTSD commonly confuse what they observe as symptoms of a psychiatric disorder, rather than a normal reaction to a high
level of stress.
Yolande Lindridge, PTSD Breakdowns + Traumatic
Events etc
Yolande Lindridge has had an unusually stressful
and traumatic life, particularly in the first half of her life. There have been
4 PTSD breakdowns (the last 2 induced by trauma after trauma / crime after crime):-
1
April 1974 (Childhood,
father killed in air-crash, rape)
2
June 1981 (Domestic
Violence, sexual abuse + rape – Peck)
3
14.2.2001 (Anniversary
of Medical Accident + Rob Venn)
4
25.12.2002 (Financial
crime, legal crime, physical and mental crime,
family crime,
work crime, domestic crime)
Other stressful events / periods include:-
Nursing my dying mother at home, nursing my
sick son, dealing with Pierre Roban Syndrome / a special needs son, single parenthood, osteo-arthritis, car accidents, breast
cancer, being injected against my express wishes in the BMI Somerfield Hospital – then police, doctors and a judge threatening
to section me something which would inevitably involved being injected against my express wishes, learning of medical-legal
injustices, bullying, others identifying 2 car incidents in 2002 as ‘suspicious’ (20.2.2002 and 20.12.2002), ‘fake’
bankruptcy attempts, the early days of self-employment, discovering that my first husband was in my life (2001), multiple
burglaries – about 30 (in 2002), police not dealing with crimes, police engaging in criminal activity and anti-social
behaviour, police frightening me and my family, not feeling safe at my offices, not feeling safe at my home, not being able
to trust people we expect to be able to trust, learning from 2000 onwards just how corrupt Maidstone / Kent is and the impossibility
of obtaining justice and support from those who job it is to supply justice and support, external pressures on my family since
2000, learning that the behaviour of doctors that I had experienced in my medical accident was ‘normal’, learning
that the disgusting behaviour of ‘medical-legal’ lodges is ‘normal’;
learning that not trusting police, doctors, solicitors or judges is ‘normal’, learning of the scale of
criminal activity within the Kent Business Sector by prominent businessmen, learning and experiencing that it is commonly
believed that the Kent ‘public sector’ does not work effectively and is riddled with corruption, learning of Kent
Police involvement in supporting paedophilia and protecting paedophiles who have attacked my child, learning of the scale
of paedophilia /evil in the highest levels in Kent, some friends keeping their distance because we are known to be victims
of on-going crimes and victims of police harassment etc
PTSD can be either ‘buried’ or
‘non-buried’
Brief Explanations of PTSD Breakdowns
1
April 1974 Child Bereavement;
child abuse/violence; rape
The focus of the treatment that I was given
in St James Hospital in 1974 was about what I had suffered years earlier as a child;
for example, when my father was killed in the Innsbruck Air Crash on 29.2.64, when I was 12. Treatment focused on the way I was treated by my Polish mother, although she loved me unconditionally. I was never good enough to be the ‘perfect child’ that I was expected
to be. Rape made me feel worthless and that I had failed both my parents.
Not being able to trust my judgement in men
(rape, then James).
Not being able to feel ‘safe’
in my chosen ‘safe’ refuge from the world ie St James Hospital in Portsmouth.
Due to my experience and what I saw others experience, I would always encourage any victim of sexual abuse / rape to
avoid any psychiatric hospital, at all costs; a ‘safe’ environment
is essential to recovery from sexual trauma.
My mother paid for me to see a Dr Michaels
privately in London when I started my teaching training in London in 1975; this
was to help me overcome the rape and its consequences.
I understand the violence and mental abuse
that goes into creating a ‘perfect child’. I have brought up my 2
children so differently to my childhood.
2
June 1981 Physical,
mental, emotional, financial & sexual domestic violence / abuse / rape (Peck)
My GP referred me to psychologist / Trauma
Expert, John Pinschof for treatment of Chronic Anxiety arising out of Peck’s behaviour to me; we worked on my low self-esteem, feelings of worthlessness and I did as I was told and ‘buried’
the Peck traumas. Going to Maidstone Court, then going to Maidstone Police, had
only made matters worse. The actions of the Kent Messenger Group in 1980 had
put me off from speaking to the authorities.
I was content to the leave the past in the
past. I never stood up to the bully/ my abuser again after 5.8.80 until 17.10.2001,
but by this time his gang of ‘friends’ willing to protect him / hurt me had grown.
On 24.11.95, at High Rocks in Tunbridge Wells,
I was given the award Kent Businesswoman of the Year (I learnt in 2002 that this date was also the 8th anniversary
of the Tunbridge Wells Trophy Murder of Caroline Pearce). The Kent Messenger
and other media publications were full of glowing praise of my achievements and so was I, as I was happy and successful both
at home and at work – my children were 10 and 11 and so proud of me. The
psychologist who had in 1981/2 worked with me on the Peck traumas / feelings of worthlessness / low self-esteem ie John Pinschof,
drove to my home and put a letter through my door, congratulating me. John’s
letter took pride of place on my noticeboard. John was proud of all I had overcome
in order to ‘achieve’; I was proud of myself and my children were
proud of me.
A journalist contacted me and then interviewed
me on behalf of Woman magazine, she came to my home and took photographs of me and my children. I wanted the article to be published to show women that it is possible to overcome adversity and have a
happy and fulfilling life. The article in Woman was due to be published that
Christmas, I wrote to tell all my friends - but it was not published at all. I
am aware that Nigel Peck’s second wife, Anna Preece, wrote a weekly column for Woman and am not sure if there was any
connection as to why the article was dropped?
In 1997, John Pinschof decided to get involved
in my Personal Values Campaign for Children – I regarded John Pinschof as a family friend.
3
14 February 2001 Medical Accident & Emotional games
John Pinschof diagnosed a PTSD Breakdown on
the anniversary of my medical accident (Valentines Evening 2000); this was medically certified in a Medical Certificate given
to me by my GP, Dr Godsmark at that time; when I went back for a repeat medical
certificate Dr Godsmark would not use the same words on the medical certificate.
I spent 3 weeks resting at my home and at
my regular health farm, before following poor medical advice from John Pinschof and flying alone to Bermuda for 7 days for
health reasons. Dr Gordon Turnbull has examined photographic evidence of the
Bermuda stay and confirmed that on 9.3.2001
I was fully recovered, and was that day happily
swimming with the dolphins in Bermuda. On 10.3.2001, en route to the airport
for the flight home – I was in a taxi driven by a known black sex offender – what happened in the taxi traumatised
me. Details of which were in the Daily Mail.
I collected my car from Gatwick Airport on 11.3.2001 and was stopped by armed police as I was leaving the airport,
they searched my car.
I woke up in the middle of the night, I was
shaking – my dog jumped on top of my chest and lay on me as if to calm me; my
dog has never done this before or since. On 13.3.2001, Patricia Shanahan and
I spent an hour with my GP at the Bearsted Medical Practice. The incident in
Bermuda had triggered ‘buried’ trauma; feelings of being raped many
years earlier came back as if it were just happening, and for the first time since the rape.
I was distressed by this ‘buried’ pain surfacing. So I met
with John Pinschof, John told me that in order to have a completely happy and fulfilled future, I needed to deal with the
re-surfacing buried trauma. John told me that the reason that I had never got
over this Trauma was because I had never achieved ‘Justice’ with my abuser via the Courts. I became aware of a trauma too painful to face, and when I tried to face it, I just cried. These traumatic feelings had been buried for 20 years; it
was to take me 2 years to deal with all this pain from the past, and to reach the point of where I see justice and a final
healing – this day was 14 March 2003 – the day I was interviewed by Maidstone CID in SI/CZ/119/2003. After the Maidstone CID interview I no longer felt guilty, and felt that all responsibility for dealing
with Peck had transferred from me to Kent Police.
After that interview, Maidstone Victim Support
wrote to me advising that I get Rape Crisis Counselling – but none is available.
The 2 years of facing, releasing, dealing
and letting go of the Peck traumas and guilty feelings was traumatic and emotionally draining in itself. This self-healing process was prolonged and made more difficult by virtue of the fact that I was bombarded
with crime after crime.
I was pleased that everything that I had told
Maidstone CID was corroborated by independent Witness Evidence, and the contents of a Maidstone Court file from 1980 that
I accessed for the first time 3 days after the interview. Accessing the 1980
Court File threw doubts on the veracity of my pre-1990 medical records supplied to me by the Bearsted Medical Practice on
25.7.01.
4
25 December 2002
Releasing the last of the buried trauma, plus
experiencing new trauma via crime, led to the 4th PTSD Breakdown on 25.12.2002.
By this time, I was drained after 3 traumatic years of criminal activity (including by Maidstone Police who had joined
in from 10.6.2001) – but this time it took longer to come back up ie 4 months;
I had never been that low health-wise before. No sooner was I back on
my feet, working again and enjoying life, than Kent Police were back knocking me down again.
I had first mailed out to the business community
about Kent Police’s links to paedophilia on 15.8.2001; in 2002 Laurom Health
& Safety and Patient Support mailed out 100,000 business letters educating the business community about what was going
on in Kent. On 11.5.2003 Kent Police removed all my communication tools and refuse
to return either them or my teaching tools of trade. Being unemployed is stressful.
Kent Police’s behaviour on 11.5.2001
on the instructions of Nigel Peck triggered Clinical Depression; the Maidstone
CID interview was used to wound me with maximum effect. The behaviour of Kent
Police was evil.
They knew what they were doing and that they
were in Contempt of a Court Order etc. Once Kent Police had me back down, they
kept ‘kicking’ me to make sure that I did not get back up again. Their
contempt for the law of this land was a shock. Then they started on my son too. Kent Police have now given evidence that their role is to protect paedophile related
crime and criminalise my son and I, who are victims of paedophile-related crime.
As KCC are the lead influence in the Kent
Police Authority, the people of Kent now know that KCC and Kent Police support paedophilia and protect paedophiles when they
commit crimes. It is commonly believed now that paedophiles must exist at the
highest levels in Kent. Kent / Maidstone / Bermuda are world-wide centres for
paedophilia; in the current terrorist Holy War, ‘evil’ is being attacked
and so Maidstone / Kent / Bermuda must be prime targets for a terrorist attack.
In 2001 traumatic events / crimes from the
distant past were being repeated in the present, I started to suspect that Peck was in my life repeating earlier crimes –
but did not know why and for what purpose, he was part of a ring of rogue freemasons terrorising me and my children. It was like my worst nightmare coming true when confirmation was given to me in July
2001 that Peck was indeed in my life, and so in my children’s life.
Going to Maidstone County Court with Peck
on 5.8.80 led to one of the worst years of my life, with threats to ‘shoot and rape’ if I made public again what
he had done to me et al. This led to PTSD Breakdown No 2.
Going to Maidstone County Court with Peck
on 3.1.2002 was followed by one of the worst years of my life, with the worst month being December 2002 after I had been given
permission to proceed with a private prosecution via the Folkestone Magistrates Courts on 18.11.2002. Private Detective Simon Rossi had followed us into the Folkestone Magistrates Court to learn that I had
been given permission, and then gave us evidence that he had been sabotaging our medical accident web-site; an activity that had first commenced with Giles Smith of G-Forces Web-Management in 2000. The private detective had been issuing death threats between January and June 2002, and an injunction
was awarded against him by CJ Cryan. The threats to myself and my children on
23.12.2002 were the final straw that broke the camel’s back and I never worked in my Lordswood Offices again. Throughout 2002, I had had to have a Witness with me at all times, on 23.12.2002 my witness /employee was
leaving to go on the dole. The inevitable breakdown came just 2 days later ie
on Christmas morning ie PTSD Breakdown No 4.
I turned to all the agencies I could think
of in Maidstone and asked that my children and I be put in a ‘safe home’.
I let them know that although I had had lists of ‘safe’ homes for more than 100 paedophiles in Maidstone
since August 2001, that I had never threatened either the paedophile’s ‘safe’ home or ‘safe’
job. In January 2003 my requests for a ‘safe’ home fell on deaf ears
and by December 2003 Maidstone Police made sure that I feel more unsafe than ever in my own home. In the raid on my home on 11.5.2003, Kent Police removed the lists of addresses housing paedophiles in
Maidstone and Ashford; so I could not give a copy of the list to the Maidstone Child Protection Doctor when requested on 8.6.2003.
When I came home from Holloway Prison on 15.1.2004, I cried for 3 hours when my children went out because I had felt safer
in Holloway Prison than my own home.
It appears that the prime responsibility of
the Maidstone authorities is the protection of paedophiles and that by attacking me and my children on behalf of paedophiles
is how they see their role. We cannot leave Maidstone to its own devices until
my son finishes his schooling on 20.6.2004; so we expect more paedophile related crime, we expect the criminalisation of me
and my family and further damage to our personal reputations to protect those on the Kent Operation Ore list. Our trauma is helped by the outrage that decent Kent business people have expressed at my imprisonment
and the evidence relating to my son’s suspicious car accident on 25.7.2003 and its links to the Kent Operation Ore list. Our trauma continues because of the malicious prosecution against my son for his suspicious
car crash. My son’s GCSE results were severely affected by crime at our
home in 2001, his stress is further heightened because he can get neither medical or educational support for his special needs,
and he has a malicious prosecution hanging over him whilst he faces his final ‘A’ level examinations.
My removal from my home by Kent Police on
22.12.2003, pushed both my children to breaking point and both took risks with their lives with cars between Christmas and
New Year. My children and I cannot take any more of what has been going on in
our family since my medical accident on Valentines Evening 2000, we want to live in peace and maximise the joy that comes
from living in a close and loving family environment.
‘Fake’ bankruptcy attempts started
in 2002 and continue now in relation to my medical accident of 14.2.2000; now
the only person unlawfully pursuing me is the lead freemason Jewish doctor in Kent ie Dr J Goodman. In 2002, the Maidstone County Court unlawfully seized both my properties on behalf of the BMI Somerfield
Hospital – no doubt to aid the profits of the Jewish Citibank of New York who funded the US Venture Capitalists who
set up BMI in Kent?
In British Law you cannot have 2 proceedings
for the same thing, but that is not stopping Dr Goodman currently via 2nd proceedings
in the same medical accident case. Dr Goodman has been supported by Master Yoxall,
who specialises in medical accident cases / cover-ups. Some Jewish medical-legal fraternity stuff Jewish medical accident
victims as well as non-Jews; there only interest is themselves. The moral is
that if you tell the truth about a rogue doctor, they will retaliate using all the tools in their armoury to destroy the patient
and the patient’s reputation. Medical-legal lodges bend the law and break
the law to ‘win’; they believe in doctors ‘winning’ at
any price. But I am still a medical accident victim who has evidence that doctors
engaged in criminal activity; I can only get over my medical accident trauma
if I get justice – why doesn’t Dr Goodman and his Jewish medical-legal cronies in Kent want their patient to recover
from the criminal actions of a rogue doctor?
My humanitarian work to seek justice and healing
for all medical accident victims has seen me victimised and punished. I still
have no GP. The only conclusion it is possible to come to is that Maidstone doctors
are determined that I shall not recover from the criminal activities of doctors.
In 30 years of working I had worked through
everything that life had thrown at me – even breast cancer – but the bullying and the crime and trauma from 2000
onwards, became unbearable and so from 25.12.2002 onwards I needed 4 months quietly resting at home to recover. Financial losses sustained since 2000, must be around £200,000.
Summary
I know what it is to have to be seen as a
‘perfect’ child to the outside world.
I know what pain goes into being seen as a
‘perfect’ wife to the outside world.
I know what suffering goes into achieving
an obedient ‘perfect’ dog.
I know the violence and abuse that goes into
achieving a ‘perfect’ child; a ‘perfect’ wife and a ‘perfect’
dog.
I understand the links between ‘perfect’
and ‘control freak’.
I know what it feels like to be publicly humiliated
for summoning up the courage to report rape / serious crimes, so that final healing can take place.
I know what it feels like to be targeted for
using the errors in my medical accident to prevent others from suffering a similar fate.
I understand what it is to threaten in Kent the ‘profits’ of Jewish doctors and a US owned private hospital
group, funded by a New York Jewish bank (Citibank).
I know what it is to be a victim of emotional,
mental, sexual and financial domestic violence.
I know what happens to victims of medical
crimes who expect justice and to use their experiences to reduce the risks for others.
I understand that freemason role in the above,
with particular emphasis on the role of the Maidstone medical-legal and paedophile protection lodges.
I understand the very real threat that we
face in Kent for being the target of a terrorist attack because of the evil that exists in Kent, and that the world knows
is here and we condone. ‘Good’ will overcome ‘Evil’,
it always does.
I hope that my experience and understanding
of stress/ trauma / healing, can be used to help others overcome stressful and traumatic phases in their life.
My life has been full of trauma, so for me
it has become easy to deal with trauma and its healing; except where there needs
to be justice as part of the final healing – and there I am not alone in seeking justice. When I am next in Court, the following will be there with me:- victims of medical accidents, victims of
rape and domestic violence, victims of freemason organised crime, victims of paedophiles, victims of injustice, decent freemasons
and decent people. I will win my Court Case, not on the basis of DNA, but on
the basis of the scale of trauma experienced – and the evidence, already a public record.
When I win, I will be winning for all of us. Then I will be free to pursue the personal relationship I have waited so long for
and so fulfil my potential for high quality relationships in every part of my life.
